I love hearing mass at 8pm. The choir singing during that time is always the San Lorenzo boys choir, and when they sing, it makes me feel like it's Christmas every week.

Hehehe, just wanted to share that piece of randomness.

I've been looking at my public journal in Blurty. Sometimes, I feel as if I sound so plastic in some entries. I always seem perky and act as if everything's all right with my life, when in truth, I don't always view things through rose-colored glasses. I guess I just don't want people to be affected. I don't want to trouble people with all the things that's been going on in my head.

Or maybe I still have this thing about trust. I never tell anyone what I think and feel. Well, except maybe Iam and Rosa. I don't even have to tell Ari because that guy can worm everything out of me. Gr... (*sarcastic tone*) the perks of having a guy best friend that used to be your boyfriend. Anyway, I hardly talk to people that way.

Weirdness. I've always been afraid to share. Even back when I was still an active member of YFC, whenever we have households, I was always the quiet observer, never the talker or the one who shares. The only time I had to share then was when Let told me that I had to be the one to share after Kel's talk during one youth camp.

Oh well.