Mother dearest is nagging at me again. Gr...

Usually, she's partly the reason why I hardly stay at home. She always thinks of some way to tell me how I'm not helping around the house. Like yesterday. She did this whole speech while I'm getting ready for rehearsal that I haven't helped her with the chores. Uhm, hello? She should understand how much I've been busting my ass at school and work for her and Dad. And she tells me that she feels that I'm just a boarder in a dorm, just going home to eat and sleep?

What about Kuya? He's doing the same thing as well, and yet she never complains. Just because he's already working professionally doesn't give her the excuse to focus all the bad vibes on me, or pamper him with everything he wants.

I remember the last time my mom and I really talked. She and Dad told me that there isn't any favoritism anymore. But how come it's still evident that it's there?

And here I am, trying to do my best to make my parents proud, but it goes unnoticed. My 'rents are always singing praises about my brother's work. But what about me? They're always just sitting there, watching me, waiting for me to do one mistake after another and complain about them. Won't they ever be proud of what I've been doing?

I guess I have to wait til I graduate til that happens. Too bad I have plans of moving out soon after that. And they don't even know about it.

I can't believe I'm ranting again.