Weird, I was bothered by something last week, and then I brushed it off for a while, and now, it came back. Grr...I hate it when this happens.

I always try to please people in any way I can. When something wrong happens, and I'm partly invovled, I still feel greatly affected as if I'm the one who's responsible. So I always try to make up for it.

With some people, they let bygones be bygones. But with others, it's quite a challenge, because they don't forget so easily. I really can't help but notice that some people I know act ever so weird after some instances that had happened. Here I am, making an effort to keep a good friend. But what do I get? Deadma na lang. It's apparent that I'm being treated differently. Or am I just paranoid? I can't really help but notice that there's something different.

Am I just being paranoid?

Oh help.

Here I am again, bottling everything up inside, then ranting about it ever so vaguely. I don't really know who to talk to.