Gah, I've had this darn cough for two days straight and it's annoying.

Jun texted me yesterday, asking me if I could SM for his concert this coming May. Hmmm...I do want to earn some cash this summer, but with thesis in the way, I can't apply for an admin position in Playshop this year. Hopefully by the time Jun's concert will take place, our thesis will be pretty clean.

While Maika and I were in McDo for dinner this evening, we invited Jill to go with us after her class. Hehehehe, Tito Sunny and Tita Sherbet arrived and hung around with us for a while as we waited for Dandan to get out of her class. Funny niJill, hirit pa na sumama lang si Tita because she wanted to go to Greenbelt for Ice Monster, hahahaha.

Warning, I'm gonna go into one of my contemplative moods again.

Sometimes...well, OK, most of the time, I wish things were the way they were before. Hay nako, if only it were that simple. A few months ago, things were easier. Things were less complicated. So now I feel so uncomfortable with certain things and around the company of some people I felt at home with.

But as they always say, you can't please everyone.

I remember telling Maika last night, "Am I really home pa rin talaga?" Lie low ulit kaya ako? But Jill told me that it really doesn't work, hahahaha, well, according to her own experience. Teeheehee...

Well, when I was bothered by something late last year, I prayed for peace of mind. The answer I got were a series of things to keep me busy, to keep things off my mind. Then I started missing people, so I decided to make an appearance. But then, some things went up to the surface again for some weird reason. But now I think I'm forced to lie low because... basta yun. Ewan ko na lang. I don't want to risk affecting other people, so I guess I have no choice.

Bahala na.