August 14, 2004
look back again
Because of the re-opening of the old forum, I decided to do a little look-back of my own.
Hehehe, I checked out some old blog entries from last year.
Despite the fact that I was becoming such a space-case due to late nights (Jill, bakit kaya? Hahaha...), I didn't realize that I was going through a lot.
Entry from last year (Aug. 15, 2003)...
Gah, I'm so out of it right now. Been thinking of a lot of stuff. Why is it so hard to please everyone? Chiquita once told me that it's either you love someone more or you love yourself more. And why is it that it comes out as a bad thing when you love yourself more than someone? Is that really wrong? Damn, I was so distracted during that conversation that I didn't know what to do. Gah, I'm not making any sense. And I have other problems to think about.
Back then, I had problems with my lovelife, as well as my studies (specially in Tecthe4, and to think that the entire class flunked that darn subject). And StageFX class was the only subject I devoted lots of time to. Heck, I travel all the way from Las Pinas to Quezon City for 2 weeks, spending time at Miss Batoctoy's house from 9 in the morning till 5 in the afternoon, up to our armpits in styrofoam, paint, polyeurethane, and prosthetics. Why shouldn't we enjoy it? Plus I had to deal with these crazy people (heeheehee... *grins at Krys*) who got me as a talent for their thesis.
Anyway, despite all that, I can't believe I actually managed to make time to have fun. Specially with my gig buddies (sino ba ulit yung mga yun? Hehehe...).
Enough reminiscing.
Next topic.
Have you ever encountered those people that sort of have these "permanent hangovers"? I mean, it's like they can't seem to get over some stuff that they can't withdraw. So they end up talking about it, until it's practically the only thing they talk about. Parang...their whole world is so boxed in. Don't they ever get sick of it? No wonder some people's conversations have no essence. Get out of that darn box, people.
Switch topic again.
I need a break. From everything academic. I just want to do theater and forget that I'm being graded for it.
Hehehe, I checked out some old blog entries from last year.
Despite the fact that I was becoming such a space-case due to late nights (Jill, bakit kaya? Hahaha...), I didn't realize that I was going through a lot.
Entry from last year (Aug. 15, 2003)...
Gah, I'm so out of it right now. Been thinking of a lot of stuff. Why is it so hard to please everyone? Chiquita once told me that it's either you love someone more or you love yourself more. And why is it that it comes out as a bad thing when you love yourself more than someone? Is that really wrong? Damn, I was so distracted during that conversation that I didn't know what to do. Gah, I'm not making any sense. And I have other problems to think about.
Back then, I had problems with my lovelife, as well as my studies (specially in Tecthe4, and to think that the entire class flunked that darn subject). And StageFX class was the only subject I devoted lots of time to. Heck, I travel all the way from Las Pinas to Quezon City for 2 weeks, spending time at Miss Batoctoy's house from 9 in the morning till 5 in the afternoon, up to our armpits in styrofoam, paint, polyeurethane, and prosthetics. Why shouldn't we enjoy it? Plus I had to deal with these crazy people (heeheehee... *grins at Krys*) who got me as a talent for their thesis.
Anyway, despite all that, I can't believe I actually managed to make time to have fun. Specially with my gig buddies (sino ba ulit yung mga yun? Hehehe...).
Enough reminiscing.
Next topic.
Have you ever encountered those people that sort of have these "permanent hangovers"? I mean, it's like they can't seem to get over some stuff that they can't withdraw. So they end up talking about it, until it's practically the only thing they talk about. Parang...their whole world is so boxed in. Don't they ever get sick of it? No wonder some people's conversations have no essence. Get out of that darn box, people.
Switch topic again.
I need a break. From everything academic. I just want to do theater and forget that I'm being graded for it.
Posted by tymeless on August 14, 2004 at 10:20 PM | 4 director's note(s)