"What's on your mind?"

Someone asked me that question a few hours ago.

There's a lot of stuff going on in this little head these past few days, and everything is such a mess that I can't really put into words everything that is wrong or good or anything. I feel confused, I feel frustrated, I feel...

...I feel like such a mess.

I guess that's why I felt a bit numb during the evening.

I felt some tension the same time someone felt it. But because of the situation, I put up a wall so I don't have to crumble.

Don't worry, that doesn't mean I'm completely manhid. Guys (yes, you), I'm sorry if I didn't say or do much. I don't want to talk because I have this tendency to be tactless. But I'm still here, though with a fake and tired smile, part of it is still sincere, knowing that you're still eager to do this with me.

Saw Pepe en Pilar (the actual show) with Mimay and Lav. Much better than the day before, but the audio was still kinda bad. Plus they shouldn't have let little kids endure sitting through a play that long. They were getting restless by the 2nd intermission break.

It's September 30th.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD !!!


Getting sleepy. Time to hit the sack.