October 6, 2004
schizo, part 2
According to Tita Sherbs, I need a break. (Tuesday! 
)
According to Kris, I have to start being true to myself.
Took some time off yesterday to watch Resident Evil. Is that the only good movie running in Robinson's Place? Oh well. But the break wasn't enough. I need a vacation from everything. Well, everything except the upcoming Atlantis project next week, ehehehe.
The problem with me is that I don't know how to be honest with myself.
Someone: "Bakit si _____ parang bad-trip din?"
Me: "Oi, wag kayong ganyan. Ibig sabihin nyan di ako pwedeng ma-bad-trip."
Hogi, stop it.
But yeah, sometimes, it really can be tiring to keep smiling. Specially when everyone around you isn't. So I can't always be the buffer. I can't always be Switzerland and be neutral. I've always been the quiet observer.
I'm still feeling that lousy friend thing that I posted in my previous entry. That's one feeling I'm sure about myself. I'm not usually someone who craves attention, so what's wrong?
Maybe I need a boyfriend, hahaha. I can see Ari shaking his head in disbelief right now.
Somebody slap me.
Enough drama. I gotta get dressed. Meeting Rosa for lunch.
)According to Kris, I have to start being true to myself.
Took some time off yesterday to watch Resident Evil. Is that the only good movie running in Robinson's Place? Oh well. But the break wasn't enough. I need a vacation from everything. Well, everything except the upcoming Atlantis project next week, ehehehe.
The problem with me is that I don't know how to be honest with myself.
Someone: "Bakit si _____ parang bad-trip din?"
Me: "Oi, wag kayong ganyan. Ibig sabihin nyan di ako pwedeng ma-bad-trip."
Hogi, stop it.
But yeah, sometimes, it really can be tiring to keep smiling. Specially when everyone around you isn't. So I can't always be the buffer. I can't always be Switzerland and be neutral. I've always been the quiet observer.
I'm still feeling that lousy friend thing that I posted in my previous entry. That's one feeling I'm sure about myself. I'm not usually someone who craves attention, so what's wrong?
Maybe I need a boyfriend, hahaha. I can see Ari shaking his head in disbelief right now.
Somebody slap me.Enough drama. I gotta get dressed. Meeting Rosa for lunch.
Posted by tymeless on October 6, 2004 at 10:02 AM | 3 director's note(s)
crimsonsky
Getting a boyfriend or doing any other shit doesn't really solve much. It's about looking into yourself now, dear. You've been playing this particular type of personality that has honestly been faking her way through life.
Ayoko ng maglitanya dito. :) :) You've always known what to do without having little old me to show it to you. It's just a matter of actually doing it.. :) :)
Like the saying goes, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DREAMS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS IS PURELY DESIRE.. :) :) :)
I love you Kitty! :) :) *MWAH*
ianepinkstar
tymeless
