I know a lot of people who could relate to this.

After spending so much time with a group of people, and when you realize that your stint together is finally over, you suddenly feel that emptiness inside. What will you do next? Who will you be with? Will you get to see them again?

After our first run of Joseph, Cris asked me, "Now what am I going to do during 6-9pm every night?" It also hit me that I wouldn't have anything to do either.

Then I frequently get the message "san ka?" everyday. Well, that answered it for me. Until it was time for the restaging.

It's happening once again. Cris posted this in my tagboard: "Heya Hogi, got a question for you... Now that Joseph's over and done with, what do I do to fill my days?? *sigh* I'll miss you guys..."

I got this from Pauline's blog:

We do not remember days. We remember moments.

How appropriate.

For the past couple of days, I was remembering everything that had happened for this 2nd run.

Our games of "Killers".

Nicco's "make it danceable" workshop, where I ended up getting bruises all over my knees.

Going to Starbucks and brainstorming, sometimes not even about Joseph, but other plays we decided to do.

Nikki's addiction to coffee jelly.

The birth of CLOKWORX.

Making time to go to St Scho to watch Arni in Pepe en Pilar at least once or twice.

Hanging out at Drei and Miko's condo or Nicco's house until midnight.

Rain and Nicco's 15 minutes of fame along Taft avenue, ehehehe.

Listening to my collection of musicals for hours on end.

Eating the chicken fillet combo at KFC while hearing all these secrets.

Arman's hopeless crush.

Going as a huge group to the Himala open DTR to watch Henry and Lav in action.

Hanging out at Providence with a videoke machine.

Going to UP Diliman with Mimay and Nikki for Chocolate Kiss, and putting someone in the hot seat, heeheehee.

Meeting the Dasma group for the first time.

Maryll's infectious laugh.

Aireen's slow voice.

Majo's "pa-cute" pose.

Nicco's "perfect girlfriend".

Arman's birthday bash at the Manila Hotel.

My attempt at dancing as part of the chorus.

Cha and Anthony's episodes.

The "issues" I observe among the cast, nyahahaha...

The "Pasencia" and "Maalaala Nya Kaya" videos, starring Nicco and Arman.

Miko, the new hot shot director.

Ghost stories at Jollibee.

Rain's "penoy" joke.

The birth of new slang: segue, "chever", horta, comatose.

There's too much to list down here. Let's just say that I fell in love with this crazy bunch of people.

Hmmm... that just inspired me to do another entry. But I'll leave it as a surprise for CLOKWORX, hehehe.