This post is supposed to be about my comments on what I've seen so far in Beauty and The Beast. I'm supposed to watch a bit every show so I can finally put everything together, as well as the show pictures Bobby wanted me to compile in an album.

But I've gotten to do a lot more thinking these days. And it was quiet a surprise because of the many things we have to do, I can't seem to find the time to even think.

I've been sort of anti-social lately, hahaha, but I've been doing a lot of observing with the people I know. Friends, acquaintances, and others.

Right now, I don't know whether some people are being "feeling close" or not. I've become a very suspicious and paranoid person, ahahaha. Anyway, so there. Some people approach and be really friendly, and then before I know it, they're already backstabbing, talking about me behind my back for their own benefit. Why do people do that, anyway? They get close to you enough for you to trust them with a whole lot, and then they use parts of what they know about you for something else. Maybe to get on other people's good side or what, I don't know.

I find that rather pathetic. User-friendly. What in the world do you get from that? True, you get something in return. But do you really think it's worth risking your friendship with someone? Jeez.

I actually miss being with people who are worth being with. If they have a problem with you, they tell it to you like it is. Instead of those other people who rant and talk about you behind your back.

And then like I said, there are the other people who are "feeling close." Hahahaha, 'nuff said. I repeat my question earlier. What do you get from that aside from the brief looks of admiration and/or envy of other people?

Or maybe I'm just feeling cranky today. I'm hungry, let's eat. Hahaha.