Hahaha, what a lousy title.

Anyway, in my last entry, I had this drama about feeling out of place.

I realized that that feeling always came when some of my friends get all chatty over something I missed out on and can't relate to. And then I feel as if I hardly know those people anymore.

These past few months, I have 3 friends who recently got boyfriends/girlfriends. It's not that I didn't want them to get involved with anyone; I just felt that their commitment with those people happened too fast. But of course, to each his own.

One of these friends once talked about their now-significant other so often before they hooked up. That friend became out of touch for a while, but each time we talked and got together, it was as if it was a day like any other day we used to spend together. As if nothing really changed.

I sort of lost touch with this other friend as well over the summer. And when I met up with that friend, suddenly there was the new significant other, hooked up just after a couple of weeks. Huwaw. That was fast. I wasn't told much about how they got together; it just happened in a snap.

And finally there's this other friend. Losing touch with this one was different. I cut myself off for a year, and when we got together again, there was a lot that friend said. A complicated person who vowed not to hook up with anyone with anytime soon. In love with this person that was talked about often, and suddenly hooked up... but with a different person. That was even crazier.

These three people were three friends I enjoy talking to. I was closest to the 2nd person, then the 1st, then the 3rd. Just very recently got to talk to the 1st and 2nd person, and because we hung out and talked, it was as if no time had actually passed. But the 3rd person is still pretty hard to understand. It seems as if when that person hooks up with someone, there's a tendency to be hard to keep in touch. Oh well.

Weird post. I'm out for now.