Don't mind the title. That's just the condition of my hands right now.

I'll start with a rant so I can get it out of my head.


I try to go out of my way to help you guys, but please consider naman the time I give to y'all. I'm hardly in your area, and most of the time I'm not up to hanging out anymore. Mga chong, I'm doing this because I want to, even though I feel like I do owe you tons for helping me make a dream come true. But remember your share of professionalism (ahahahaha). Don't blame it on other people, because the more you complain instead of thinking of other ways to get around it, you're just wasting more time. Hello, I confirmed this morning about the engagement we talked about last week, and because you cancelled at the last minute, I felt like I wasted the fare.

Let me know when you guys have your schedules straight. I'm still willing to help as soon as now, but let me know at least half a day in advance.

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The time I spend sitting in a bus or shuttle is the best time I get for thinking, especially when I'm brooding. So imagine the barrage of thoughts that littered my mind this very evening.

Like Sir Tony had said earlier this afternoon, I also wish that we had computers that can be controlled by thought waves, uploading as easy as conjuring it up in your mind.

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Time's up...

... or is it really?

Nix, if you're reading this, you know what I mean. I know na bad trip ka then when I first mentioned this last year, but look at it now. I'm making efforts to keep it together, but whatever I do, it still happens... And it can't be helped. Mind you, you know I'm trying, but I wonder who are those people who had opted to drift away? I know I didn't. I never did.

I just wish it would've happened a couple of months sooner, when I was more prepared for it. When I was too busy to think about anything else. Maybe then the transition would've been easier for me.

Oh well, it's still not too late to tell my teacher-to-be to arrange my schedule for weekday evenings.

But of all the groups I met and loved, you guys have been by far one of the best, if not the best. You shared my eccentric passion, my dreams, and helped me grow a lot as a person.

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Bobby came home to Manila this week for a few days. He just flew back to Hong Kong late this afternoon.

Wheee, last Monday, the morning after he had arrived in Manila, he gave us Hong Kong Disneyland shirts. Thanks, Bobby! Hahaha, so as a gag, we all came in the office yesterday wearing them.

When he was in the office yesterday afternoon, it felt awkward at first because I wasn't used to seeing him around for a pretty long time. But when he asked me to go with him to the bank to get money for his dad's DVD player (that he was going to give to him as a birthday present)...

"Come, Hogs..." *turns back around* "You can go with me, but you have to wear the plate," then gestures toward the huge plate costumes that were used in Beauty and the Beast's "Be Our Guest" number.

Wahahahaha...