"If you guys have been talking about me, I'd appreciate it if you tell it to me straight."

Sound familiar?

Was talking on the phone with a close friend yesterday. Basically about school matters, then we segued into other topics, such as developing an old idea. Eventually, that topic had other things attached. And then it was about the same thing again.

We began talking about how our pal had changed. We've been talking about this since... I have no idea when. Even our other dear friend from their own tight triumvirate had noticed it. What's tough about all this is that no matter how much we talk about it, no matter how many times we try to clue that friend in, nothing will change. Oh well, that's life.

So what will it be? Tell it to you straight? Or should we just keep talking about you?

Tough.

Oh, forget it. Let's just talk about it over coffee as you promised.

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I had meant to blog about finally finding closure last month, but I never got around to doing so. It was pretty amusing. How appropriate for it to happen at that time of the year. And the other person was oblivious to it.

If only it were that easy with the others.

Tough.

At least close na tayo ulit.

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Why am I anxious about certain get-togethers and reunions? Is it because I haven't been with those certain people as often as they expected, or even as often as I wanted to? It's a mix of uneasiness and eagerness.

I wonder if most of them will come.

Of course I'm excited to see these people. These are my friends. We were pretty tight before. Maybe there's uneasiness because I'm afraid that I might have changed so much. And I wonder how much of them has changed.

Tough.

At least I will still get to see the gang again.

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"Bakit mahal mo ako?"

Parang ang simpleng sagutin diba?

Happiness can be found during a simple afternoon, sitting on the couch, talking about a wide variety of topics from the most mundane to the most profound.

And there's also pasta, made complete with a dash of love. =)

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There are so many things I want to say to different people right now. But my mind's still a mess.

But hey, that inspired me to write another blog entry. Maybe tomorrow.

The other things you guys suggested that I blog about will follow soon. =)

Well, well, well, look at that, it's 2 am again, hahaha.