Rambling, pondering, whatever.
I honestly don't know how many people still read my blog, and I'm
usually unaware of who views it on my Multiply account unless I actually
reach the very end of the page where I can find other Multiply users
who had viewed the page. Sure, I do get curious from time to time but
not really all the time.
The thing is, sometimes I don't really want to talk about certain topics
that I put in my blog in person. Unless I'm comfortable enough to talk
about it. That's the very reason I just write it down here. And
sometimes, I try to make an effort to be discreet, so long as I just get
to let it out (then put it all down in a private entry later).
Anyway, a friend of mine just recently said that based on my recent
entries, it seemed as if he sensed something. Something that used to be
of significance. I don't know how he could sense that, and I didn't even
know that I'm even exuding that particular "something." Or maybe it's
just an excuse to tease?
In relation to that, I heard something he said another time, in passing,
just as a joke, another excuse to tease, the truth based on a gut feel,
or whatever. I don't know if it's true, as he said that he just had
that feeling. Even if it could be true, I don't want to dwell on it too
much, especially coming from another person. I didn't really want to
ask, and I didn't really want to hope for something that might be
possible yet could also be an empty promise.
Whatever. I'm rambling. Time to curl up with my current book.